Living As A Successful Black Young Man in America (LONG ISLAND UNIVERSITY)

Hello All, Its been getting crazy for me these last past couple of weeks. I am learning to be more in tune with myself and that causes for me to be as open as possible. There are alot of things I go through that I would like to use as a testimony for other young black homosexual men that could probably inspire them to make better desicions in life.

Late yesterday evening I had one of my many inspirational and religous conversations with some of this worlds most intellectual and intelligent young minds and I realized I learn new things about myself everyday. I am usually holding everything in and letting certain situations dictate the way I move and the things i want to do as a MAN not an HOMOSEXUAL.

Radical "Christians" and overzelus judgemental Catholics teach the human race that the way I live my life and the desicions I make concerning my sexuality is wrong when in all actuality its no ones business but mines and GODS and the person I am with. I find it hilarious that when a "Christian" or church person sins they can justify it by saying that No Ones Sin Is BIGGER then that of Another but because my "SIN" is out in the open and theres usually isnt I am ostrisized and can never attain the many blessings GOD has in store for me. SIKE!!!!!!!!!!!

I am one of the most inspirational and caring person I know and I know GOD favors me because he shows me evryday. It makes me so mad that I have to explain myself because society has classified me in a category that has nothing to do with man I am. Being an homosexual is only a VERY small percentage of my person and I feel bad for those who let that determine whether they deal with a person like me.

I like to be a strong person and live my life for me under GODS orders. I keep faith and I know that I have a good heart. When I "SIN" i dont think of it as a sin within my sexuality, I sin as a regualr man the way any human being would. I know im not perfect but I am NOT a bad person and I refuse to live like I am. I cant help the things I do, of course I could show more self control and sacrifice but I believe GOD know who i am as a person and as his son.

So to those who feel like its there business to judge me and people like me and turn around and call themselevs "Christain" or Catholic or Baptist or whatever, ask yourself if you truely feel that GOD gave you the right to do HIS job. Then you get back to me. HYPOCRITS!!!!!!!!!


Signed
Jon Puche'